10 years ago by
A Pianist
Thanks Eric.
I agree with you that there are moments in the performance that really sound nice - I am hoping to make these moments more consistent and the other tense moments more of the exception.
I can see what you are saying regarding playing too close to the keys and not enough from the knuckles. I think I can definitely improve on that and it will make all the runs clearer, more even, and have more singing quality.
However, this is not my main concern with the current performance - a lack of robust pulse is the thing that disturbs my ear the most when I listen to it. I think it has a lot to do with the excitement/anxiety of live performance, which leads to physical tension throughout the body, which leads to an uneven pulse. This is especially evident in the beginning of the Beethoven - it takes me several phrases to "settle" on a somewhat constant tempo.
I think your advice could help me - if I learn to use my entire body more consistently I will feel the motion of the beat more instinctively and will be able to maintain it regardless of stress. It might also help me reduce stress - moving and breathing at regular intervals.
In one of my previous posts Alan recommended that I "push" the piano on every pulse note to help me physically feel a reliable pulse. I started doing that and it really helped me, but I think it is not an instinctive behaviour yet. My instinct when performing are apparently still to tense the entire body when reaching a technically challenging section and as a result the fingers move alone - disengaged from the rest of the body. That's definitely something I will focus on in my practice and I hope I can keep those habits even when performing in public.
Great feedback. I would love to hear some more.
Zack