10 years ago by
A Pianist
Feldenkrais said that the smartest thing Freud ever did was to lie the patient down on the couch so that the overall body tonus would lower and he or she would thus be more amenable to change. Apart from that detail, he didn't really agree with Freud about much. He did feel that the body was the most effective tool for all types of change, including emotional, psychological, what have you. When I myself finished the first year of my Feldenkrais training, I felt that I now had a Self, and that I hadn't known that I had a 'Self' prior to that experience. Very interesting.
Moshe also said that there is no mind/body separation, that this is just a construct dreamed up by the psychology guys to create more confusion. I myself on some occasions have had a glimpse of that wonderful process where you really feel that your fingers are simply expressing the thought in your mind at the moment, and in those moments, all the stuff I write about physical organization is really not present in my consciousness (at least not my verbal consciousness) at all. All that is now at the service of something higher. A really graphic experience of mind and body as the SAME THING - very nice!
By the way, when I returned to Montreal from that first year of my training, I said to myself, "Great! There is something else I love as much as I love piano!" and I promptly gave up piano altogether. I didn't play at all for several months. I had always felt so much pressure to do it well, and so much inadequacy at not doing it really well, and it was such a pleasure just to not have to struggle with that any more. What a sigh of relief! When I came back to it, it was with a completely different relationship - no more pressure, but rather this kind of speculation - I had a Mozart sonata going around in my head and I wanted to see if I turned the phrase this way or that way, which would sound better. I started fiddling around with it; one thing led to another and a few months later I was in the recording studio. But now it was FUN!!!
good night!
AFF