10 years ago by
A Pianist
Thanks for your questions, which pose many interesting problems:
I have practiced on an electronic keyboard with the sound turned off completely. The thump of each key on the keybed tuned my ear into my own rhythm much more than it normally would be. I heard many small inaccuracies that normally escaped my attention. It was really useful to me to do that.
Similarly, I highly recommend recording oneself. The microphone doesn't lie (except sometimes, more on that later). My usual experience is quite sobering - we all suffer from the problem of not really hearing what we do, not totally objectively. The recording is like a cold bath.
It's all about hearing better what one is actually doing - whatever works is useful.
However, be careful when using a cheap machine that has a limiter, where you can't set the record level. Then your dynamic differentiation will often be drastically distorted. The machine tells you you are not doing a change in dynamic when actually you did it. Watch out for this phenomenon.
And finally, record yourself but don't overdo it. Don't get lost in it. You have to play and it is fundamentally a subjective experience. Too MUCH objectification and it's sterilized... If you don't throw your spirit into the performace, why bother?
I just added something to my email signature which sums it up nicely:
A musician's prayer: "Lord, let my voice be thy voice..."
All z best,
AFF