10 years ago by
A Pianist
Do you get it, Andrew? By continually perceiving your arm weight and then calibrating how much to let it go and how much to hold it back, you are continually messing with the fundamental fundamental functional relationship of the hand to key. That relationship is one of connection. By holding back the weight I reduce the connection.
There must be a better way to control things.
AFF
Actually, that's a very interesting point. It helps clarify how we are certainly looking at the same thing but describing it from a different perspective. What I'm referring to is nothing remotely like example 1, but the means of making sure it is exactly like example 2. When you stand up, it's the gravity of your whole torso that makes it possible for the those actions to be so much more productive. They can't work so hard in thin air, as they only act against their own mass. This is a very similar thing to what I view gravity as doing in with the key. HOWEVER- the key difference is that you cannot change your weight when you stand up. When "standing" at a piano, you are controlling how much of your arm's weight is involved. It's not the same constant as in standing, but something that you must determine very precisely through how much the arm witholds/releases. This is what I regard as the missing element in integrating everything into one whole. It can sometimes evolve by itself, but I believe this is as worthy of conscious study as the arch etc.
In the exercise you describe, the productive part of the finger's activity happens BECAUSE of the right amount of gravitational force being set up to activate against. If there is not enough release, it turns into example 1. You need gravity to turn into example 2, but not so much as to turn it into example 2 plus a rucksack full of bricks. Overlightening also explains why fingers can slide off keys sometimes. They need the right amount of release/lightening in the arm, for their action to go into any function at all. There are two ways to miss a balance, not just one. For a time, I got too carried away with lightening the arm and had to return to releasing more "ballast" for the finger to operate against. In fact, even now I sometimes notice fingers "falling" into a key but other times notice a little stiffening to compensate for too little release. I'm still having to approach it from both ends.
Did you get any chance to read my blog post about the movement issues in general? It's quite long, but I'd be really interested in your Feldenkrais perspective if you have a chance. It's basically about seeing all movements and actions as much from their opposite as from the way we usually see them- with a view to trying to combining two (seeming) opposites into one rounded viewpoint.
I agree that it involves holding back weight. But if you hold back too much, you are literally pulled forwards and upwards by every finger action. Or worse still, some people will fight that and try to hold the wrist in the same spot with effort. If you release the RIGHT amount of weight it's not a fall. It just allows the finger to do the productive action that you described above. It's invisible, precisely because you have done it correctly, not because it doesn't happen. Also any spare momentum is absorbed via the slow resistance of weight, so it slows very smoothly without an abrupt halt. This is why downward actions are higher impact- rather than slowing the "spare" movement down gradually it accelerates it even further- leading to a violent stop rather than a slow, smooth one.
In terms of the dualistic approach I described, I want to see this from both sides- not just the lightening side or the releasing side. But either viewpoint can potentially be harmful, if you don't reference back to the other. Sometimes I want to see how much I'm reducing weight release enough to stop the finger working against too much, But other times I want to feel the release as a positive requirement for the finger to have the chance to function as in example 2 (and for the follow-through of the wrist and arm to be 'internalised', as you refer to it). Both of these can feel a little different- but they should actually be exactly the same thing from a different viewpoint. When mastered, there should be a single feeling that has been informed by both perspectives.
Also, it's interesting what you say about the productive movements. I'm thinking a lot of about the role of momentum motions and those that are more steadily controlled. It's a very similar issue to what you describe there. Have you played the Wii bowling game? If you imagine a 12kg bowling ball, it send a hell of a lot of momentum into your joints, when the energy has nowhere productive to go. When you put it into a real bowling ball, it actually feels like less effort. I'm realising that in perceptive terms, 'effort' has a lot to do with the impact of where the movement stops. Purely in mechanical terms, moving the ball is obviously more "effort" in how much energy is used. But in perceptive terms, swinging a light controller around too hard can actually feel like more effort. I think this has a lot to do with what goes on at the keyboard. I think the correct release of gravity is exactly what turns one of those fast but unproductive movements into a slower one that is felt to impart substantial power without leaving spare momentum. It's absolutely the opposite of a fall, yes, but it's totally dependent on how much force is generated by the level of witholding/releasing the arm's weight. I think it's vital to clarify the difference between falling and merely providing a counterforce to activate against.