10 years ago by
A Pianist
What a great opinion! Thanks Alan.
I totally agree, that inner core is very important thing...
I little dispair right now, that is why I wrote this passage little bit angry..
Here is the story: I become learn music at age 8 as a guitar player, at age 13 a switch to piano, because I belived that most beautiful music could be played only at this instrumet. You could not play rachmaninoff, shubert on guitar it is impossible. So, I switch. I learned piano with passion. But unfortunatlly I did not have a great theacher such as you Alan. I studied very little with them, they gave me some arch ideas, but they did not care about my technque very much, they came from Russia for better life to America, cared only for money. Most things I learned from records and by myself.
I'm 24 now. I moved back to Russia. Before 22 I tryed to build my inner world, it means, that I tryed to find my own feelings, my own expression to music, finally I got this, I was stupid and naive, I thought most importent inner feelings, understanding what you are playing and technique will comes by it self.
I love music more than any thing in a world, for me it is like best friend. It is only friend in fact, Im very reserved person.
And after 22 I realized that I must improve my thechnique skills, Of course I got some during that days, I played from the scores, Schubert sonatas, Chopin, rachmaninoff, any stuff which I thechnicly could handle.
Resently I found article by Rachmaninoff, He said that to build great technique you must learn it from 7-9 years old, otherwise it is almost impossible to get. For me it is like verdict. I always whanted to become a concert pianist, I whanted to become a student at ST. Petersburg conservatory. So, right now it seems to me every thing is turned dark to me. Dreams become nightmare. It is really pity, you got inner feeling, you could play better then many piano acrobats(musically) and because you did not learned technique at that time(7-8 years) you could not be an artist.
So, Alan, what would you recommend me, should I finish and getout of this and get away from music and find my self in other occupation(honestly I don't see my self anywhere except as an artist)? or I must fight futher, I have no adviser at all right now, so, only you could help me to decide.
Thanks very much for any advise!